Sick of this

I know most of you don't care so you can just close this thread.

I have been playing for a long time, I put billions of mesos into one char to be strong and currently I am standing among the strongest shadowers in the server for those who don't know. Sadly I am being treated not nicely on most of the boss runs, you can say whatever u want but I can see it - it's in the subconscious of people that shadowers suck.
Well, my dps isnt as fast as hero's or night lords but I am still doing pro damage. If you find me not useful don't add me to boss runs cuz you feel sorry for me, tell me in my face "you suck".
I was about to quit my shadower but I realized something, I don't wanna quit cuz some people don't like my char. I am not gonna be like everybody and make a hero or a night lord just to get accepted to runs - I am happy with my shadower and where I stand.

For those of you who don't know many about shadowers I can hit 4 arms in zak (sometimes over 50k dmg x 4 in one boomerang step) and I rarely get hit during runs - lol @ wasting 30 hp pots per run, ya thats my new record or something like that. when my assassinate is maxed I can be compared to a zerking DrK as someone said somewhere.
On CWKPQS I hit all 3 bosses and the 4 target bstep also helps against summons.
and I rock at many other bosses - I will release a video soon.
If you feel like comparing me to other shadowers my range is nearly 5k at lvl 139.

You can feel sorry for me but I feel more sorry for the community - making such a thread, more sorry for the guild and alliance. I can sadly only count 5 or a little more people who showed me some real respect on bosses.

I am not here to show off, I am here to gain respect that I seem to lose. I feel left out by my friends and guild, I don't seek mercy so don't go "awwwwwww" or "lets add him so he would shut up". If you think Im useless - again - don't add me. If you think I suck kick me out of the guild or buddylist or zwarriors whatever u want, I wanna be accepted as who I am, thanks bye.

Oh well, I do think shadowers and CB's pwn, my friend is an upcoming Shadower, he ain't having the best equips but still does some nice damage..

So I guess you'd be waaay stronger, I never really seen your damage, but as far as I heard some of your equips.. you can't do weak damage.. or Shadower would be a really underpowered class....

You got my support Timor!

Joost~